I'm not in the best of moods just now. I'm fed up of always being pushed to the side, and there's only one person fucking doing that to me just the now. I don't get it. Why the hell do you only want to talk to me or know me when she's not here? The day before you fucking left to go on holiday you were like "oh, I miss you, I want us to be proper friends again.." and unfortunately, I believed you, and I thought I wanted to be 'proper friends' with you, too.. so I told you I was going to miss you while you were away, and fair do's, you talked to me while you were away, but only when she wasn't online. Hmm? You came home.. you didn't say one fucking word to me 'cause she was here. Yeah. Just like the past. Always pushing me to the side. Just like you fucking did with the other one. Only you pushed us both to the side and literally forgot about us. But now.. you're talking to me, because SHE'S NOT HERE. Ugh. Don't think I haven't noticed, I ain't dumb. You only want to talk to me because you have no one else to talk to, yeah, I get it alright.
I'm fed up. Not even my favourite bands can make me smile just now.
Sayounara.
XOXO.
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