Friday, 19 November 2010

Beast and the Harlot.

I thought I'd make a quick list of whom I've met, seen in concert and what's coming up, just for the sake of it. ;]

SEEN-

  • Bullet For My Valentine x2
  • Madina Lake x2
  • My Chemical Romance x2
  • Stone Sour
  • Lacuna Coil
  • Rise To Remain
  • Bleeding Through
  • Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Kaissius
  • Twin Atlantic
  • Lawnmower Deth
  • Black Tide
  • (Some other band that I've since forgotten the name of - sorry.)
MET-
  • Nathan Leone (Madina Lake)
  • Dan Torelli (Madina Lake)
  • Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance)
  • Mikey Way (My Chemical Romance)
  • Frank Iero (My Chemical Romance)
  • Joey Jordison (Slipknot/Murderdolls)
  • Corey Taylor (Stone Sour/Slipkn0t)
  • Roy Mayorga (Stone Sour)
  • James Root (Slipknot/Stone Sour)
  • Josh Rand (Stone Sour)
  • Pete Doherty (Libertines)
  • Big Show (WWE Wrestler)
  • Bret Hart (WWE Hall of Famer/Wrestler/Legend)
  • Ted DiBiase (WWE Hall of Famer/Wrestling legend)
  • Ted DiBiase Jr. (WWE Wrestler)
UPCOMING-
  • Bullet For My Valentine x2
  • Bring Me The Horizon x2
  • Atreyu x2

Thursday, 18 November 2010

Unbound.

So, I finally have my Internet back after like 5 days without it. I must say, I'm beginning to cope without it when it runs out, which is a great thing seeing as I was absolutely obsessed and addicted to the internet a few months back.

I'm still ill and still off college. Good thing is that I'm kind of all better, so I'll be going back on Monday. Kind of nervous about it all, though, because I've missed so much time off, and I've probably missed so much, and it's going to be kind of awkward as I guess everyone is in groups just the now for the projects and that. And I don't have a group as of yet. Hello loner Kayleigh, lol. It's not a change, really...

So, I broke my promise on not listening to any new My Chemical Romance songs until the album was released. I ended up putting Planetary (GO), SING, DESTROYA and S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W on my iTunes. I must say, all of them songs are absolutely fucking fantastic. You can really tell that My Chemical Romance have officially changed. Who knows if it's for the best or not? I mean, I love their new material. I think it's bloody ace, but, I do think that I'm going to start missing their old work more than ever. It's so weird how much a band can change just over a period of years.

My hero replied to me on Twitter today. I swear, that man just keeps me sane. I've come to a conclusion that I'm going to start writing out this letter type thing online, and then direct message him it, just so he knows how much he's helped me in my life. I'll probably do a dedication blog to him on here in the near future - so keep your eyes peeled. :)

Haha, someone else replied to me on Twitter today. If you watch X Factor, you've probably heard of the contestant "Storm Lee"... yeah, he replied to me today on Twitter, just tweeting me something along the lines of "hello baby;)" hahah! I found it SO amusing. It made me giggle. My mum has been put off him now though, haha.. oops!

I'm going to end this blog now, because I have nothing else to really blog about. Yeah, this is a boring post, a lame post... but whatever. Deal. With. It.
;)

Friday, 12 November 2010

Devour.

Heyhey!

Thought I'd finally blog about my second concert in October. This concert was occurring on the 26th of October, and it was the one and only My Chemical Romance.

My Chemical Romance (l-r Ray Toro, Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Mikey Way)

Now, I wasn't originally supposed to be seeing this band live during their World Contamination tour, as I sadly didn't get tickets first hand as they sold out quick. I actually didn't win any competitions either to see them live. However, my friends, friend, Poppy, was selling a ticket only 3 days before the actual concert. I successfully managed to claim that ticket, and ta da, I got to see them sexy four guys live.

Their date in London was their first date here in the UK in three years. I had to go to it. I just had to. My first ever concert was seeing these boys live on November 15th, 2007. Now, that would be three years ago on Monday. How time flies, huh? Anyway, the other reason why I was so desperate to see them is because they were going to be playing some of their new material off their new album Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys. I could not wait.

Anyway, ON TO THE ACTUAL DAY...

I woke up at 5am after only 2 hours sleep, I was definitely going to enjoy this day. I had to meet Rachel in Camden at 6, so I had to get ready to leave in a short amount of time. Unfortunately, I was half an hour late, but it didn't matter. We got to Hammersmith Apollo after a roughly 40 minute bus journey and found the venue in no time. There was already roughly 50 odd people there. I must admit, I wasn't that shocked.

I queued with Rachel for a good hour or so, until I had to make my way home again, and this is when I'm going to skip parts, just for the sake of it.

Anyway, I got back to the venue at around 3pm, and met up with Laura and Poppy, who had the ticket for me. We queued and queued and queued until 7pm, when doors eventually opened. It was actually a nightmare getting into the venue as the security guards stupidly opened up random barriers, so technically, there was no fucking point in queuing. Anyway, we eventually got in and were like 3 rows from barrier at the far left, right where Frank and Mikey would be. Exciting stuff.

Blah blah blah, the support "Twin Atlantic" were good, I guess. :] And My Chemical Romance were fucking fantastic. They played so many songs off their first album, Bullets and so many songs from the Revenge era. They also played the odd few from The Black Parade.. and four new songs from Danger Days including "Na Na Na", "The Only Hope For Me Is You", "Planetary (Go!)" and "The Kids From Yesterday".

Overall, the entire day was fucking beautiful. I loved it.

And that's the end of this blog, I'll blog about meeting one of my heroes another time, my hand hurts.

Ciao for nao.

Vermilion.

Hiii.

Well, it's 8:30pm, I've only been up a few hours. This is due to lack of sleep during the night due to my illness. Yeah, I haven't really explained on my blog that I'm ill, but I guess I could mention now - I have a throat infection, major chest pains and the occasional kidney pains. And on top of that, I recently caught a cold. And I also have cramp pains, so yes, I am a moody bitch today, but you can't really blame me, huh? ANYWAY, yeah, I've wasted the day away, I woke up at 5pm. Such a bad thing for me to do. I hate waking up after 12. Makes me feel rotten.

Anyhow, I'm going through a mixture of emotions. One of them is guilt. I recently received a text message from my uncle, saying that he can't wait to see me next month when he's down here in London for the New Year period. I stupidly text back saying that I'm excited to see him too even though I won't be seeing him.

I won't be seeing him because my family (Dad, mum and my younger brother, Ross) and I will be travelling to Gullane, Scotland for Christmas on the early morning of Christmas Eve. My dad, mum and brother will then be travelling back the 27th of December, when I will be staying there until after New Years. While I'm in Scotland, I will also be travelling to Glasgow to see the other side of my family, but my Uncle won't be there, because he'll be down here. My uncle travels back to Scotland on the 4th of January, so I won't see him at all. Ugh, shit shit shit.

I'm also feeling really upset because I don't know if I'll ever be coming back to London. I mean, yeah, I'm so fucking happy to have been given the opportunity to live up there - Scotland is my home, the place I belong. Basically my happy place. But, I've grown up in London, I've made the best fucking friends I ever could have, so just leaving them behind on such a short notice actually breaks my heart. I don't know if I'll ever see them again. I don't know if I'll ever stay in contact with them. I don't know if they'll even remember me in the next few years, and that petrifies me. A part of me doesn't want to me, but the other part of me wants to move there, and quite frankly, I don't know what part I am going to stick with. Fuck. My. Life.

For now, bye.

Thursday, 11 November 2010

Your God.

Hey.

I did say in my previous post that I was going to continue with the concert and meeting one of my hero posts in the next blog post, but I'm not going to just yet. It requires a lot of writing and quite frankly, I'm not in the best of moods to write about it right now.

Meh, yeah, maybe thinking about them two days may lighten up my mood a bit, but I think I'm far too upset right now that nothing will cheer me up. I think all I need is to relax with a hot beverage and a nice movie, but nope, that's not going to happen as my brother has taken the DVD player into his bedroom. Hey, I could watch a movie on my laptop I guess... wait, nope, not happening either because my laptop isn't currently accepting anything like that. So basically, I'm screwed.

And it's weird. I don't even know what has really upset me. I mean, almost an hour ago, I was happy because my favourite band got through in the Fuse polls. Maybe it was the fact that all of the other fans started hating on Stone Sour because they got through? I don't know. It wasn't extreme hating, if I had to be honest, but it was enough to upset me. Not a single soul could insult my favourite band, or hero as a matter fact, without me getting upset. No way.

Maybe it's because I wrecked a friendship the other day - possibly the only true friendship I currently have. But hey, I'm a pathetic loser, I tend to do stuff like this to myself. You probably won't read this, because I won't be advertising this blog on Twitter or anything like that, but I really am sorry for doing what I done. Technically, I didn't really do anything, I was just ranting, but you immediately thought it was about you, and then you started re-directing tweets to me, indirectly. And that upset me. It upset me so bad because I didn't want to see you do that, especially towards me. How could you do that to me when for the past few weeks, I've been there for you? I just don't understand. But maybe I don't matter to you anymore, because I'm not important to you. All because I don't share the same interest to you - anime. I'm sorry, I truly am. I don't want our friendship being awkward anymore. You hardly talk to me anymore, and I've apologised to you a billion times. Maybe that's not good enough. Maybe I should just move on. It's for the best.

Ugh, I just need a hug. But I can't even do that. I don't have many friends. It's sad, because the people I'm close to live miles and miles away, and there's a chance that I'll never ever meet them, and the only reason I'm close with these people is because they understand.

Ugh, screw this. I'm fed up of hiding. I'm fed up of acting like I'm happy when I'm truly not. I'm finished with blogging. I'm finished with everything.

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

Lost.

Hey..

Well, long time no blog. I'm bored shitless at home at 9am, and I've been reading My Chemical Romance reviews on Blogger, so I thought why not update my own blog, so here I am!!

So, I haven't really been up to much since I last blogged.... pft, what am I saying!? I've been up to A LOT. I've met my hero, I've seen two of my favourite bands live, I've met more of my heroes.. yeah, that's nothing, right? ;) So, I better fill you all in!

So, it was 19th October, the day I was seeing my hero in person, yes, I was finally seeing Stone Sour live!!

I woke up at 7am, just like I normally would for college, I quickly got dressed and got everything organised for what was going to be a very long day. I left my house at half seven, making my way to Camden Dingwells, all set to queue for 12 hours. Unfortunately, I wasn't going to get to my desired location as quick as I expected as I had ended up getting the school kids.

I sat at the bus stop waiting for my stupid bus for 10 minutes - which had seemed like an hour. Thankfully, not one of my buses - but five of my buses appeared. I managed to get on one of them and got a seat right by the engines so I could warm up. Oh, how I was going to enjoy the cold air today. It took me half an hour to get to Camden, which is actually longer than going any other time. I walked down Camden high street on my way to Dingwells, kind of weirded out by none of the markets being open. It was very weird for Camden to not be as busy as it usually is. I found the location in no time, and I was the first one there. I looked at the time and it was 8am. I had to wait another half an hour until Steph arrived. Thankfully, them minutes vanished quickly, and Steph was here. We stood by the doors of the venue, constantly complaining about how cold it was. I had then explained a story to Steph about how a weird guy came over to me asking if this was Dingwells and how he was going to get a truck around here for Stone Sour... that story had made my heart beat so fast as it had then hit me that I really will be seeing my heroes live.

It wasn't long until two other fans appeared, and thankfully, these girls were really nice. Their names were Mirela and Eli. We managed to make friends with them in no time. We sat there for hours and hours on end, until two other people (who's names I cannot remember) arrived. We all sat there for a few more hours, telling each other random Slipknot and Stone Sour stories, which thankfully kept us occupied until something great happened.

We noticed that bassist, Shawn Economaki had arrived. It had then struck us that the other members may be arriving any minute now, so we decided to split into three to guard both entrances. Mirela and the two other people went to the back entrance while Eli, Steph and I stood at the front entrance. It wasn't long until we had received a phonecall, meaning that people have arrived - it was then time to meet Jim Root and Josh Rand.

I was shaking so bad as I stood next to the very tall Jim. He looked down at me after taking a photo with Eli and I quietly said, "hi".. he then said "hello" and smiled down at me, which had made my heart melt. It was then my turn to get a photo with them, and they smiled! I was so psyched that I managed to meet them, I was just hoping that I'd meet the other three soon.

After Jim and Josh went into the venue, we all went back round the front. It was only seconds later that I recognised a laugh. I spun around to see a short man standing there, with that trademark hat on. I stopped breathing. It was Corey fucking Taylor. I started whispering a load of jibberish to Mirela, mostly saying, "he's here, he's here, Corey's there, oh my fuck" and using my eyes to point over to him. I couldn't believe this was happening. However, before I went over to meet him, we noticed that Roy Mayorga was here too!! We went over to Roy first to say hello, and get a photo. He seemed so thankful that we asked for a photo. He was so sweet, I love him!

It was then time to meet him. I felt a panic attack coming on. I stood in front of Corey, shaking like a leaf. I took a photo of Steph and him together, and then it was my turn. I politely asked for a photo and he was like, "Sure!" and I went and stood next to him. He wrapped his arm around my waist which had made me shake even more. He wasn't as fidgety in my photo like he was in everyone else's, but what can you expect? It's Corey Taylor, he doesn't know the meaning of "shut up!"... and that's the reason why most of the fans there had several photos with him. After the photo was taken, I looked up at him and quietly said "thank you", he then smiled over at me and said "You're welcome" and that was it, my life was complete. I knew exactly how I was going to act when I met him. I'd either be very shy and not say a word, make a fool out of myself and just... embarrass myself or be totally fine with him. I was shy and hardly said a word.

After hours and hours of queuing, it was then time to go and watch my heroes play life. Steph and I managed to get barrier, which was what I had always dreamt off when I first seen Corey perform life. Josh Rand, the rhythm guitarist that I had met earlier, had came over to us stood at the barrier and gave us his guitar plectrums, which I found ever so sweet. I swear, I just want to pinch his cheeks, he's so adorable!! :)

After about an hour of just standing there and waiting, it was then time for Stone Sour to come on stage and perform. They started off with Mission Statement and carried on with old hits and new hits for the next hour and fifteen minutes. My life was absolutely complete. I also received Jim Root's plectrum at the end of the show which means I have Josh's and Jim's plectrums!! :) And I swear Corey looked at me several times during the show which had definitely made my heart melt.

That was one of the best days of my life. I would do anything to relive it.

As for the other concert and meeting another special person, I'll post that in another blog later on. Until then, peace out! x